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You who put me down.
You who threw me to the ground with every word you never said.
The door to my soul was open and the window to my heart shattered. You left me behind with out a word or even a glance in my direction. You spit insults in my face like it was nothing and refused to let me pick myself back up.
You are a monster.
A monster who never listened.
Who never cared.
Who never wanted me or even wanted to look at me.
Was I so bad?
Was I so awful that I couldn't get a look from my own father?
Ever since she came into your life.
That life-sucking parasite.
That bitch who never wanted either of us.
Why she stayed?
I guess I'll never know.
Maybe that's not for me to know, or anyone, for that matter.
It's been years since you left, and perhaps I want to see you just so I can tell you how much I hate you.
And how much I don't.
I want to hate you with every inch of my body, but I can't.
I want to tell you that I never want to see or hear you ever again.
But I know bette
mechanici want to kiss every aching wound you have,
bandage your heart every time it bleeds,
and patch up your mind over and over
because not a single tear deserves to fall
from your brandy-drenched eyes
but this dripping heart of mine can only feel
and the healing honey words it flames get caught
in the back of my throat and on the roof of my mouth
so i only have these passionate guttural cries
to tell you that i care all too much
and in order to fix you up again,
i would need to tear myself to tatters
and trade all of my working parts
for your leftover, fading pieces
but i just haven’t figured out how.
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